I quit today. I stood up, walked away from the weight machine and said, "I quit." I put on my coat and walked out the door.
I came home, took a hot shower, snuggled under a blanket on my bed and
thought about why I did what I did. I couldn't lift it, was all that
was going through my mind. Why, why, why? It was only 20 something
pounds!! And I want to be a trainer? What the hell am I thinking? Every negative, nasty thought raced through my mind. I blinked back the tears. I'm too thin, I'm too weak, my back is deformed; my ego was kicking in strong by this time and sending me spiraling down into my own little Hell. But for some reason I was feeling peaceful as well. For once, I allowed myself to quit. I drifted off for a few minutes and woke up to the smell of turkey I had in the oven. Protein! I forced myself out of bed knowing I needed to eat more protein and my quitting wasn't an actual quit.
Trying to gain muscle and maintain body weight while eating clean IS NOT EASY! Trying to gain body weight while eating clean is almost impossible. In the past 24 hours I interviewed four different trainers/bodybuilders for my final exam essay. I consider them all friends and very knowledgeable when it comes to building muscle. But, they all had different advice for me. Eat dirty, No, eat clean but take supplements, Don't run, No, run but not that much, lift more, train harder! They all had advice but no one actually asked me how I felt or what I thought.
So, these are my thoughts: The GNC Mass gainer I was taking was upsetting my stomach. Yes, I gained 5 lbs in the past year while I was taking it, but I believe it was only water weight because I always felt bloated. Creatine was one of the main ingredients which after extended research, I discovered is really good for you. It helps to repair muscle fibers and is needed for the ATP process. Our bodies produce creatine naturally and we also get creatine from red meats and fish. So what happens when we ingest more creatine? Will our bodies stop producing it naturally? I couldn't find the answer to this. I decided it wasn't worth the money (very expensive!). I wanted to see how my body would feel and respond without it. According to my trainer today, not so well.
I WANT TO RUN AND BUILD MUSCLE! My body is not allowing me to do that at this time. Some books and trainers say this is impossible. I'm feeling at this time it is impossible. I need to back off on the running until my weight and strength increase. Heavy sigh because this really makes me sad. I know I have to bite the bullet and lift more to maintain my upper body strength. To defend myself more accurately, my quitting was at the end of my training when my muscles were fatigued from heavy weights and multiple sets. This is the conclusion to my egotistical brooding.
This was the first time in three years of intense training that this has ever happened. For some reason at this moment, I feel empowered. Maybe there is something positive about giving yourself that power to say "I quit."
You see, I know it wasn't a true quit. I know tomorrow or the next day I will take on that same challenge that kicked my ass today, but next time I will be more prepared. Maybe it's about giving yourself a break once in a while.
Tuesday, January 28, 2014
Sunday, January 12, 2014
Abdominal Muscles
I feel like this is my first real blog! One of six, of my final exam questions completed. I hope this is complete enough for ISSA. If you want to know more about abdominal muscles, read on!
ISSA Final Exam Question 2
List and describe the function of each of the muscles that
compose the abdominal wall. How would you train each of these muscles in order
to optimize function?
The muscles that
compose the abdominal wall are the rectus and transversus abdominis , and the external and internal
oblique muscles.
The
rectus abdominis, meaning straight and of the abdomen, is the muscle that runs
down the anterior of the abdomen and is divided into segments by the linea alba
and the horizontal tendinous. This
division creates the look of a “6 pack” when the rectus abdominis is
developed. The function of the rectus
abdominis is to depress the ribs and flex the vertebral column or when the
pelvis is fixed, it draws the thorax downward and bends the spine forward. When the thorax is fixed, it elevates the
pelvis.
According to thttp://sportsmedicine.about.com/od/abdominalcorestrength1/qt/Bicycle_Crunch.htm
“The Bicycle Crunch is the best ab exercised according to research done to
uncover the best exercises you can do to activate the rectus
abdominus.” Other exercises to
activate the rectus abdominis are standard crunch, reverse crunch, bent knees
situps, inclined bench situps, leg raises, captain’s chair leg raises, machine
crunches, dumbbell side bends, low pulley side bends and roman chair side
bends.
The transversus
abdominis is the deepest abdominal
muscle. It runs horizontal to the rectus
abdominis and supports the internal structures and organs of the abdomen. This muscle does not help to move the spine
or pelvis but it helps to stabilize and used for breathing, urination,
defecation and childbirth. The best
exercises to develop this muscle according to Paul Rogers in his article, “How
to Train the Abdominal Muscles”, is to hollow out or suck in the stomach.
The external
oblique and internal oblique muscles run along the sides of the abdomen. Their action is to compresses the abdomen,
depress the ribs, flex, bend to the side or rotate the spine. It was interesting to note that the external
oblique muscles are activated by every exercise that activates the rectus
abdominis. The internal oblique muscles
are activated by the standard crunch, reverse crunch, bicycle maneuver, and
side bends. The oblique muscles are
activated using any exercise that requires stabilization. According to Paul Roger’s article, “How to
Train the Abdominal Muscles”, “the obliques get a good workout as they
automatically try to stabilize your position.”
According to the
Hyperstrike Exercise Videos, “The most efficient method for getting great
looking abs is to keep a low-fat diet, exercise regularly and maintain a low
body fat percentage.”
Works Cited
Fitness: The Complete Guide, Official Text for ISSA’s
Certified Fitness Trainer Program
Peck, Stephen Rogers.
Atlas of Human Anatomy for the Artist. Oxford Publishing Press, New York 1979.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Hello World
Hi!
This is Christine Zittel. I'm a 50 year old mother, wife, trainer, teacher . . . I could go on forever using other people and jobs to define who I am, but I wont. I am someone who is passionate about making this world a better place. It begins by learning how to take care of myself so I can empower others to be their best and take care of themselves. And then it spreads!
Welcome to my blog. I'll be posting as I learn and hopefully you, the reader, will benefit from me trying to simplify the surplus of information we are bombarded with regarding our health.
Remember: Breathe, Smile, Go Slow, Think with Love instead of Hate <3. We are all connected.
This is Christine Zittel. I'm a 50 year old mother, wife, trainer, teacher . . . I could go on forever using other people and jobs to define who I am, but I wont. I am someone who is passionate about making this world a better place. It begins by learning how to take care of myself so I can empower others to be their best and take care of themselves. And then it spreads!
Welcome to my blog. I'll be posting as I learn and hopefully you, the reader, will benefit from me trying to simplify the surplus of information we are bombarded with regarding our health.
Remember: Breathe, Smile, Go Slow, Think with Love instead of Hate <3. We are all connected.
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